this can't go on like this,
i have to leave this all behind,
yeah it sucks ,
feeling this way.

its easier said than done,
i know i shouldn't have fallen for you in the first place,
my mistake.
but who knew?
too late.
i've fallen,
and i cant seem to let you go,
but i have to.
because there's no point holding on.


OMGGGG ;(
this emotional rollercoaster i'm on is like BOOO.
its like i'm,
happysadhappysadhappysadhappysadhappysad
AND I'M FREAKING GAINING SO MUCH WEIGHT.
amanda must jaga badan from tomorrow.
I MUST ;(

okay fine,
i'm going to be the chinese girl i am
even emilyn has started calling me by my chinese name.
its a good start okayh !
yeay.
i'm orang cina ;D

i'm bored okayh.